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Name: Sami,Samberry,Samz,Sam Birthday: 12/20/1987 Gender: Female
Interests: ummm....writing (just about anything,) reading, swooning over certain unmentionable peoples, (Ok, I'll mention:Kevin O'Connell, Gavin Creel...Murph :) ), dancing, acting, being a typical drama queen, keeping everyone happy....thats just about it... Expertise: hehe I'm not very good at much.....cept screwing things up and getting myself dragged into horrible situations....and thinking things over way too much and I'm pretty good at the whole silent contained moping ordeal.
entertaining, thats basically what I do every day Occupation: Student Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me AIM: kokosangel007
Member Since:
3/26/2003
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| "You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is
finally better than your dreams."
-Dr. Seuss
^^ my boy is cute.i like him very much. i am very proud of him because he is extremely loving and caring and responsible and adorable and intelligent and fun and creative and yeah.
it's been an interesting year, and i'm glad i spent it with him. :D
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| looking back on some things before, conversations, memories. and i have to say, i'm glad i got my act together when i did. i wish i had done it sooner. i'm glad i have such good friends who cared enough about me to intervene. i'm glad i found a best friend who helped me to see what an amazing person i am. i am so better off, and it's unfortunate that you're not. i don't regret a single thing i've done over the past year.
>3 cjo-i am so glad i fell asleep in your bed.
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| halfway there. wow. goodness! i really don't want to leave school. I'm going to miss all the seniors WAY too much, along with the entire cast of As You Like It. although it's getting pretty warm up here..eh. and with finals this week and such, my life is pretty boring and filled with studying. going home will be fun, and seeing all my friends out of school will be fun too. i honestly love being on trimesters. i can stay here longer, and it's great.
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| i can't believe i'm over halfway through spring term already, then halfway done with school. i never want it to end!
life cannot get any better right now. conor is fantastic. seriously. i have been so annoying and irritating towards him the entire term, but he manages to understand and do wonderful things like buy me cheese and juice and make water in the morning and actually come down in the elevator instead of just sending it down for me. he hugs me and walks with me and talks with me and just loves me to the fullest extent. he makes me insanely happy. its hard to believe that he was just my friend a year ago, that i was so oblivious..
life=damn good.
also, sunshine, margaritas, eve 6 tomorrow! :D <3 springfest
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| so it's been 9 months for conor and i. granted, there was that unfortunate time where we weren't dating, but really it doesn't seem like that long, because for a lot of it, we might as well have been. so anyway, yeah. that's a pretty long time, longer than i had thought going into it, not that i had a set vision of this relationship or anything, but idk. i'm really proud of us, even more so of him, because i was with steve for almost three years so i'm used to this, but him? not so much. which means a lot to me, that he still cares about me and wants to be with me and hang out with me and misses me when i'm not there, even after 9 months. i didn't plan on getting into another long term relationship right after steve, i didn't know what i wanted, i didn't even know if it was smart to start dating conor so soon after, but dammit i'm glad i did, because this is pretty spectacular, we're the same in all the right ways and different in all the right ways too, i learn so much from him (goodness knows if he retains anything from me, probably a ballet term or two haha) and we still manage to have fun and make each other laugh. i think he makes me smile more than anyone else has ever been able to, be it when he's not even paying attention, or when he tries. i mean, i wrote a freakin poem about how fantastic he is. i think one of the best parts is that we can function on our own, we just choose not to all the time. i mean, he can go off and be a boy, and i can hang out with people, and not talk to each other until the next afternoon, and i'm not freaking out if i don't know where he is every second, because i don't. and i know he doesn't either, i don't tell him when i'm going to the store with someone or out to dinner, or even to dinner on campus, and we're still good and it's great and it makes the times when i do see him better, because we can talk about what we've done and yeah. idk where i'm going with this really, i didn't mean to write an essay about us, so i'm sorry if you actually read all of this, but yeah. 9 months. right on.
i hope that all of you are as happy with your lives/relationships as i am with mine right now.
I don't care what consequence it brings, I have been a fool for lesser things, I want you so bad, I think you ought to know that
I intend to hold you for the longest time..
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